coherent thought? perhaps not….
January 31, 2008 Uncategorized 2 CommentsThe question that I pose to myself, to any other person out there, is why is it so difficult to put a few coherent sentences together. It doesn’t seem to matter whether it is in speech or written/typed somewhere. The art of fluent language is something that I admire and strive for in my own writing. I think that I have some good ideas, but when the time comes to writing it down, it’s as though I get “word salad”, to quote the great Alan Shore from Boston Legal. It’s as though writing creates a feeling that makes me lose all coherent thought.
When I am taking my drive to or from work, it’s a time where thoughts rum rampant with ideas for blogs, work and life in general. One thing that my brain usually never does is shut off. There is always something going on up there. Sometimes its a blessing and sometimes its a curse. The one thing that I have learned to do is to hit the pause button. If you have a very active brain than it’s imperative to learn the skill of the infamous “pause” button. Without it, it would be as if you were torturing yourself to get information out of y0urself. However, never giving yourself time to put the information into coherent thought to give the answer. In the end, the torture would just continue.
Back to the drive. Forty-five minutes to work one-way may seem to some as painful. Sometimes it’s all about the perspective that is brought to the plate. For me, I have turned that drive into moments of solitude and reflection, mixed with my daily chats with friends and family. With everything put together, I would really miss that time if I didn’t have it. This doesn’t mean that I’m all gun hoe about sitting in the traffic. It’s simply the fact that I have turned a time that could be torture into something that I get a lot of meaningful things accomplished.
This blogged has stemmed from a conversation that I just finished with my roommate Paul. I was explaining to him my thoughts that were mentioned in the first paragraph. He mentioned that he had read that a blogger had written that he too sometimes felt it difficult to write a meaningful blog based on your intentions for that particular piece. This blogger had then forced himself to sit down and write 2000 words a day no matter what. What a great idea! and to think that something of this nature had never crossed my mind before. Such a simple thing, but yet, necessary for success.
If you want to succeed in something than you must practice. You would think that having played the viola for most of my life that these things would be obvious. But sometimes the most obvious things can be discovered last, after time spent meandering to no where. If you want to get better at something than one must practice. I’m not suggesting that the 2000 words a day is for me, but I’m not going to rule it out either. The point is that I must consistently write to get to a point where a desired comfort level is reached. In addition, reading everyday is another way in which skills can be improved. Read all kinds of different things and then you can start to pick up on what you like and what you don’t like. From the writing practice and the reading, then I can begin to develop my style and feel comfortable.
Learnig is something that I enjoy a great deal. I have always enjoyed learning new things, but as I get older I enjoy it more and more. In fact, a week ago, we had a staff retreat at work and we had a strengths test that we took. Some of these strengths, for those of you that know me may or may not come as a surprise. The first is futuristic, meaning I like to look to the future and what it brings. Meaning that I look to where things are headed. I don’t just take the particular program as it is, but look to see where it can be taken and where I see it heading. Responsibility was another one. All of the strengths seemed to fit into my personality as a whole pretty well. Deliberative and one more that is similar, but is escaping my mind at the moment and I don’t have my list with me, round out the list.
Learning is the one that I’m most excited about at the moment. I just can’t sleep at night if I haven’t learned something new that day. Now, it’s not that this learning has to be monumental. It can be as simple as reading an article in the Wall Street Journal, a new word or simply realizing something that I hadn’t before.
To finish off this rampage of thoughts, I’d just like to say that I’m really enjoying everything right now. I enjoy work. I enjoy the drive and everything that comes with that drive, of course, minus the traffic. That is something that I don’t know that I could ever grow to enjoy. I really enjoy my apartment. In fact I love my apartment. It’s so awesome that I have such an awesome place and live in an amazing city. (Don’t worry Paul, if you are reading this, I enjoy my roommate too…that comes as part of enjoying the apartment…a bonus package if you would) Of course, this could always go with out saying, but most of all, I enjoy my friends and family. Would be nice if some of you could move to Chicago.
Thanks for stopping by and taking a read.
